August is coming, and in the Bock house that means a ton of activity, planning, spending, and running around. Before Stephen and I were married, August was uneventful; oh, how things have changed!
I'll give you a peek at our upcoming calendar:
August 8: Kelli Doctor in the a.m.; Hunter and Iveigh Doctor in the p.m.
August 9: Hunter Soccer "Tryout" (in the a.m.); Birthday party to be at by 1:00
August 14: Kelli Doctor
August 17: Iveigh Turns 2
August 19: Grand Bocks Should Arrive From Overseas
August 21: Hunter's First Day of School
August 23: SYSCO Day at Sea World (if Stephen is working instead, I attend a shower)
August 24: 6 Year Wedding Anniversary
August 29: Hunter turns 5
That is a sneak peek....now sit back a breathe for me....
Friday, July 25, 2008
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Pregnancy From My Perspective....
You Know You're Pregnant When.....
1) You pass up yummy frozen drinks at the beach
2) Your "skinny" jeans involve a four inch waist band
3) Your allergies are acting up and you are unable to pop a pill
4) You cry at sappy Publix commercials
5) Being stuck with needles at the OBGYN multiple times become routine
6) While gaining weight you actually want rigorous exercise but can't
7) You think that your feet are the sexiest thing on your body
8) You read every label and have your doctor on speed dial
9) You feel justified for eating anything at anytime and anywhere
10) You pop your belly out at the hopes that people notice you're pregnant and not just oddly proportioned
Monday, July 14, 2008
Great News!
Today I got great news from the doctor. The baby does not have any chromosomal defects! Hurray! Our prayers have been answered. I can finally breathe, again. What a wonderful early birthday present!
This has been the hardest obstacle that I personally had to overcome to date. I am sure that this won't be the last hurdle in my path, but with every experience like this I grow. I've tried to "count it all joy" and to "trust in the Lord" (some times better than other times....but hey, I'm human). Praise God from whom all blessings flow!
Please, celebrate with me....!!!!!
This has been the hardest obstacle that I personally had to overcome to date. I am sure that this won't be the last hurdle in my path, but with every experience like this I grow. I've tried to "count it all joy" and to "trust in the Lord" (some times better than other times....but hey, I'm human). Praise God from whom all blessings flow!
Please, celebrate with me....!!!!!
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Taking it "easy"
I know that most people would enjoy the excuse of not being able to do anything, but it does get old after a while. It is Saturday, almost noon, and I'm ready to be back to my normal way of things. Yesterday, I started anticipating a call back from the doctor's office that should come in on Monday. That will be able to give me some initial results from the amnio. The full report takes about two weeks.
I try to imagine what the nurse will say, and what my reaction will be. This has definitely been the hardest and bumpiest road that I've personally traveled to date. Its also hard when you feel that others around you don't understand or appreciate the severity or the weight of it. It is hard to explain and defend my emotions, but I don't exactly know if I need to, either. For I know that if others experienced this same dilemma, their reactions and feelings would want to be warranted and sympathized by others. Regardless of the outcome, my feelings aren't going to change. I pray for good results.
I try to imagine what the nurse will say, and what my reaction will be. This has definitely been the hardest and bumpiest road that I've personally traveled to date. Its also hard when you feel that others around you don't understand or appreciate the severity or the weight of it. It is hard to explain and defend my emotions, but I don't exactly know if I need to, either. For I know that if others experienced this same dilemma, their reactions and feelings would want to be warranted and sympathized by others. Regardless of the outcome, my feelings aren't going to change. I pray for good results.
Trying to Breathe
"Trust in the Lord with all of your heart...."
I have heard, read, and memorized this verse so many times throughout the years, and it is one that I struggle with so much. Sometimes, anxiety rushes over me, and I feel disappointed in myself that I have let it invade my mind, again. Other people try to remind me to cling to this verse, but that makes me feel worse knowing that I have these words from God and I still struggle. It isn't like I don't want to "let go and let God." It is that I pray and rely, but emotions still linger within my heart.
Is that wrong? Can someone, totally, give up a burden mind, body and soul? To feel absolutely no anxiety at all? Wow....maybe I am not that spiritually advanced....
Whatever the case, I am waiting on results from the amnio. The doctor may call tomorrow with initial results about two "defects." You already know that I am struggling, but I don't want to admit it. Consider this me being transparent and confessing before God and everyone else.....
I have heard, read, and memorized this verse so many times throughout the years, and it is one that I struggle with so much. Sometimes, anxiety rushes over me, and I feel disappointed in myself that I have let it invade my mind, again. Other people try to remind me to cling to this verse, but that makes me feel worse knowing that I have these words from God and I still struggle. It isn't like I don't want to "let go and let God." It is that I pray and rely, but emotions still linger within my heart.
Is that wrong? Can someone, totally, give up a burden mind, body and soul? To feel absolutely no anxiety at all? Wow....maybe I am not that spiritually advanced....
Whatever the case, I am waiting on results from the amnio. The doctor may call tomorrow with initial results about two "defects." You already know that I am struggling, but I don't want to admit it. Consider this me being transparent and confessing before God and everyone else.....
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Yuck, I know!
Ok people! Today I got my stitches out from my mole-ectomy (I'm not sure that is even a word but it's a fun word). All went well and now I have a tiny hole that needs to heal up. Remember, when it comes to marks on your skin...."When in doubt, get it checked out!"....Oh! Please, pray for us tomorrow...(btw)...I am having the amniocentesis and will be on bed rest for 2 days after. Please, pray for great results and safety during the procedure....THANKS!
Amnio. Update
Today Stephen and I went in to see our doctor for the amniocentesis. Let me start off by listing these key words: long needle, no numbing meds., ultra sound, iodine, contractions, ouch. Now I am resting at my parent's house while writing my blog to you wonderful people. Prayerfully, I will be fine and there will be no complications with me or the baby. Updates to come....thanks for praying....
Monday, July 7, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Could My Emotions Have A VaCa...please!
Today was another emotional day for the Bock family. Geesh....Before leaving for church, a neighbor approached Stephen to complain about our dogs being outside and left alone and not being friendly. We know that they deserve better care, but we haven't been able to give them lately with everything else going on around here. They have a pretty good set up in the back yard. It is shady, with their water and food bowls with plenty of room to walk around with space to lounge and relax.
Yet, due to the fireworks, it spooked the dogs into running away. Our neighbor apparently returned them without our knowledge. All of these event led up to Stephen taking them to the SPCA to be adopted out to families that can care for them better. We both cried over our K9 babies leaving, but we knew that it was the best option for them.
An hour after his return, an animal services person knocked on our door answering a complaint about the dogs. Apparently, a neighbor called them out. How annoying! With all the junk that goes on around us (wandering cats, obnoxious fireworks, junk in the backyards, etc....) and I have never called or complained to them about it....OK its on.....
Yet, due to the fireworks, it spooked the dogs into running away. Our neighbor apparently returned them without our knowledge. All of these event led up to Stephen taking them to the SPCA to be adopted out to families that can care for them better. We both cried over our K9 babies leaving, but we knew that it was the best option for them.
An hour after his return, an animal services person knocked on our door answering a complaint about the dogs. Apparently, a neighbor called them out. How annoying! With all the junk that goes on around us (wandering cats, obnoxious fireworks, junk in the backyards, etc....) and I have never called or complained to them about it....OK its on.....
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Thought?
Thoughts that Have Crossed My Mind Today
1) Five Days Until My Amniocentesis
2) Could my new neighbors be any more annoying
(Shooting Off Last Nights Extra Fireworks at 10 in the am)?
3) Why does my dog escape to sit on the front porch?
4) Do I really have to clean up this entire house myself?
5) How much is a maid service, really...
6) Could there be something wrong with my baby?
7) How hard is it for a four year old to put away puzzle pieces
(the first time he's asked)?
8) Why do kid shows make me feel so comfy and nice?
9) My stitches are itching me like mad.
(Is that normal?)
10) I wish that I had some other good news about the baby....
So there are my thoughts.....random....but on a Saturday, that's all I've got! Please continue to pray for our family; I know that it has been a long road, and thank you for enduring it with us!
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Update About the Baby
Sorry that this blog is getting out a little late, but we just got home. We went to our appointment today prepared to get an amniocentesis, but that didn't happen.
First, I signed my consent and readied myself for it. Next, we went in the ultrasound room and held our breath to see a heart beat and a moving baby, and that is what we saw (praise God!)...the lady admin. the ultrasound was taking measurements and said "I can almost guarantee that this baby does not have trisomy 18..." PHEW! Thank you Lord! After she took all the pictures and measurements that she could they were reviewed by the doctor
Thirty minutes later, he came in. He let us know that there was a higher risk of complications (due to the amnio) than there was of us having a baby with a defect. So, we have to wait a week (I will be passed the 15week gest. and the risks with the amnio. are less)...That is the only diagnostic test that will let us know for certain if anything is wrong.
Yet, we did leave this visit feeling encouraged. We saw the heartbeat....we saw the baby wiggling and moving....and all of the measurements go along with a healthy baby. Next week (July 10) I will be having the amnio. and will be on bed rest for two days after. It will take about a week for the results to come in.
Our walk out of the woods isn't yet over. We thank you for your continued prayers and will be sending more updates...
First, I signed my consent and readied myself for it. Next, we went in the ultrasound room and held our breath to see a heart beat and a moving baby, and that is what we saw (praise God!)...the lady admin. the ultrasound was taking measurements and said "I can almost guarantee that this baby does not have trisomy 18..." PHEW! Thank you Lord! After she took all the pictures and measurements that she could they were reviewed by the doctor
Thirty minutes later, he came in. He let us know that there was a higher risk of complications (due to the amnio) than there was of us having a baby with a defect. So, we have to wait a week (I will be passed the 15week gest. and the risks with the amnio. are less)...That is the only diagnostic test that will let us know for certain if anything is wrong.
Yet, we did leave this visit feeling encouraged. We saw the heartbeat....we saw the baby wiggling and moving....and all of the measurements go along with a healthy baby. Next week (July 10) I will be having the amnio. and will be on bed rest for two days after. It will take about a week for the results to come in.
Our walk out of the woods isn't yet over. We thank you for your continued prayers and will be sending more updates...
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